Single, Freedom, Enjoy. these is the life i have now and enjoy on it, I think.
But some small things will make me feel crying, sad, lonely, helpless...
My life = work,Instead of work still work.
Everyday busy on work. Sometimes sure will think to have a good dinner. Means have to cook, spend around 1 hour to prepared a meal, that's doesn't matter. Live alone, no choices. The 'SUAI' things was, my hand scalded with the HOT soup. WAAAAH~~~~SO SO PAINFUL!!! My hand getting RED!! I wanna wash my hand with cold water but kena 'SOT' by the fius. Everythings seems kelam kabut.
At that time I feel crying, i hope at that time got somebody take care of me, at least i won't feel pain. But, i didn't, i didn't cry, i keep stand. Even I sad and feel 'GU DU', but, i can't let myself cry. If i cry means I loss and agreed I'm weak. I tell myself. I Don't wanna look pity. Cry, who care? I want to be strong, I NEED TO BE STRONG!!!
No one want to be alone, just haven't meet the one we want.
So, at this moment, i should ENJOY my SINGLE'S LIFE. ^_^
星期二, 十月 23, 2007
I need to be STRONG!!!
星期三, 十月 17, 2007
My first post ~
Raining d, SHIT... later sure become "LUO TANG JI"... The fact is, i DIDN'T BRING MY UMBRELLA!!! haih~~~ I hate raining. No why, juz lazy to bring umbrella...
Hopefully i can drive my "小白" here soon, not nid FAN. OOO, "小白"? why this cutie name? HAHA! Because of my friend... she said her black myvi call "小黑" ; mine is in white color so, is "小白". we are 黑白無常 [ -________-lll ] ... za dao leh~ only her will think this kind of weird name.. hahahaaa
Actually i get my "小白" at 30th september 2007. Unfortunately, my parents worry about my driving skill -__- , so have to finish my private "driving lesson" first. Somemore ask me to put "P" on my car, kns. By the way, i had buy a cutie monkey for my little white ("小白"), it's head can shake, coz it depend on 太陽能, got 太陽, it's head will shake.. SO CUTE!!!
( I never buy this kind of things for myself before, coz BU SHE DE spend this kind of money,this time PUO LI hehe.)
* This is my first post and dunno how to start the post, thx rachel... give me 'IDEA'. Muarkss..