星期二, 十月 23, 2007

I need to be STRONG!!!

Single, Freedom, Enjoy. these is the life i have now and enjoy on it, I think.
But some small things will make me feel crying, sad, lonely, helpless...

My life = work,Instead of work still work.

Everyday busy on work. Sometimes sure will think to have a good dinner. Means have to cook, spend around 1 hour to prepared a meal, that's doesn't matter. Live alone, no choices. The 'SUAI' things was, my hand scalded with the HOT soup. WAAAAH~~~~SO SO PAINFUL!!! My hand getting RED!! I wanna wash my hand with cold water but kena 'SOT' by the fius. Everythings seems kelam kabut.

At that time I feel crying, i hope at that time got somebody take care of me, at least i won't feel pain. But, i didn't, i didn't cry, i keep stand. Even I sad and feel 'GU DU', but, i can't let myself cry. If i cry means I loss and agreed I'm weak. I tell myself. I Don't wanna look pity. Cry, who care? I want to be strong, I NEED TO BE STRONG!!!

No one want to be alone, just haven't meet the one we want.
So, at this moment, i should ENJOY my SINGLE'S LIFE. ^_^

4 条评论:

frachely 说...

sayang sayang~ haha
i'm scared of loneliness too (>_<)

:: J o h n :: 说...

Wei the SUAI or Sui? hahah very suai to get your hand sot ar

frachely 说...

yea~ first getting scald then sot by electric. -suei to the max- haha

Joleen 说...

drop by here and say hi =)